Friday, October 2, 2015

This world is a negative space

as for now

everything annoys me

because I am not certain of what I want from life

I destroyed my previous goals, but had not been able to build the new ones

and this uncertainty kills me

I can not even decide should I stay in Finland or should I go back to Estonia now

and I don't understand how that happened

was it because I so easily dropped my dreams

was it because I lost any hope in people

was it because I understood there is no love and with the right amount of time and attention you can pretty much fall in love with anybody

was it because I don't even try anymore?

I do not know

but I took the wrong path

and I need to build the new one

as soon as possible

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