to be lonely or to feel alone surrounded by people?
I am a little bit confused now, because the main reason why I left Finland was because I had no friends and no family there
but it is my fourth week home and I feel like I am being even more lonely here:)
I guess two years is long enough to grow distance
I don't know
my family is great
my friends are awesome
but for some reason when I am outside I am always looking down on the road
is it what a depression feels like?